| too much guessing no progressing, now we're getting nowhere |
[18 Jul 2004|01:08pm] |
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Dad's coming home soon. going to go over mom's house, what a joy. i sit there watch tv smoke cigarettes play guitar and talk on the phone. i really wish i had my lisence. and i really wish i had a job. i need one so incredibly bad. but i ang said she'll take me out monday to the mall :). that should be fun. we havent hung out for awhile.
I dunno and now my mom is telling me i have to go to court with her im like no way dude, fuck that. i am not going to court. i have no reason to go whatsoever. so fuck that. time to go pack for a lovely time. catch yas later
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| i met a girl. she told me she loved me so i slit her throat |
[16 Jul 2004|11:28pm] |
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went to james' practice today. was very cool. they sound really good. there is definatly something wrong with my dad. he acts as if i killed someone or something
and i want to fuckin know what it is cause he keeps taking out whatever is wrong on me and i dont fuckin need with all the shit that i have to deal with from him and my mom.
again. i need a mother fucking job. this sucks. my god if i had fuckin money i wouldnt have to worry about being sad cause id buy it on shit that doesnt make you sad. well, for the time being anyway.
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| pulled an all nighter on the town. |
[16 Jul 2004|08:36am] |
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Hot Damn!! We're Everytime I Die! |
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Yeah, i did not go to bed at all. i lied down for about 30 seconds exact and decided i needed a shower. and now i'm here. and no one else is awake, or online whatever.
Today should be cool, goin to james band practice. yeah team serpah is no more. Ant got booted and in came james. they're still brewin up a name. rock n roll.
Hopefully tonight Chelsea will take me to the mall and possibly some other places so i can get a job real soon.
I'm about to throw a fund raiser for me. it'll go toward my amp. only 500$ :P. but yeah, hey if anyone is serious help me!!
im having a writers block. i can't think of anymore riffs at the moment. maybe crossed should just go hardcore..............PSHHHH. yeah. Keep dreaming kids.
my friend lauren just signed on. she rocks so much. i'm gonna go bug her. haha, later all
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[15 Jul 2004|01:30am] |
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The Black Dahlia Murder |
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ok so yeah. you know that job i was just talking about? yeah well the fucking douchebags fuckin fired me. for no reason whatsoever. they suck, fuck them. ohh yeahhh, remember that lisence i was was talking about too? yeah, FAILED. cause i didnt come to a complete stop at a fucking stop sign and i did the rest perfect. its so stupid. oh well fuck it. i'll pass next time and get a new job. but... that means no smokin weed for a while :(. oh well. what you gonna do.
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| can you feel this.. |
[06 Jul 2004|11:27am] |
Tomorrow I get my lisence. Thank god. I need it really bad, that way I can just pretty much go where ever I want to. I need to find a new job though. Acme cannot support a car. So I'm at my dads now. God, I wish I could stay. buttt...I'm at my moms for a week cause my dad will be in Florida. So I'll most likely be smoking lots of weed. This kid last night hooked me up with the biggest buds. Like I paid 10. and these were fucking huge.anyway time to go now
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| Summer |
[20 Jun 2004|12:07pm] |
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So far it's been alright. No actually it sucks. I've been getting fucked up alot lately. I need to chill and take some sober time for myself. I've also figured out something. You can never something that will help and not hurt you at the same time. Drugs overall. You think it's helping but it's reaaaallllyyy not haha. just need to find a better way. but that way is so hard to find. and some people will say maybe you're looking to hard. but i'm not, i'm drifting through life and letting things happen. fuck it. do drugs. SX RX N RR
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| Shut up |
[09 Jun 2004|09:03pm] |
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Remembering Never |
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Fuck it all. nuff said
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| Late to school |
[04 Jun 2004|08:55am] |
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Yea, I set alarm for six, and decide that I want to wake up at 6:30. So I set it and it wakes me up at 8:45? fucking alarm clocks. So I have to wait for 2nd period to be over because if I'm in school and didnt get prepared for gym, then I'll get points taken off and whatnot. I have realized that there is nothing going on in my life. In my old journal I used to write about everything and like vent and stuff. and now I write about bullshit. This sucks haha. My band definatly needs more shows, but it's kind of hard when the whole world thinks they are hardcore now. I'm really starting to hate hardcore. Like, with a passion. I'm still down with the old hardcore. But this new stuff that's coming out is cool music and all. but the fact that hardcore started out basically like a family. and now it's not that anymore whatsoever. you have these wanna be hardcore kids that used to be pop punky or nu metal. and just because they like this music, changes their outlook on everything. and the fact that they can't mosh or skank anymore. No they have to kick and punch like little fuckin girls. RAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. all in all. wish old hardcore would come back and show these little fuckers what hardcore is. Then everything would be back in it's place.
Until then. Keep rockin people.
Stitch
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| because i got high.. |
[29 May 2004|06:54pm] |
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Damn, Im high as hell as we speak. Well, as I type. haha
Yeah I thought that I was done. Apparently not. Mwahahah
I'm about to go over my ex-girlfriends house with a bunch of my friends. Hopefully get more fucked up. haha. I'll update later while I'm there.
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| forgot one thing, how could i? |
[29 May 2004|06:32am] |
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Oh and just so people know. Rose and Sarah are the rockinest chicks. They made this journal for me. I just hope Rose doesn't think that I'm too picky. heh. Well It's early in the morning and im about to go to school in a little bit. My thumb nails are red today haha. I'm such a girl. Anyway, I want to add some more friends. But I really don't know anyone's usernames. So if you're reading this, leave a comment with some names that i could add. Now it's time for TV watching, which i don't do very often.
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| new journal |
[28 May 2004|09:47pm] |
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Yeap this is my new journal. I enjoy it. Filled with Meegs. Pretty cool. So I've gone through alot lately, but you know whats funny? i just dont feel like like typing it haha. at all.
So, fuck it. Anyway right now im watching she's all that. good movie. but yeah i got a new job, at Acme. woo hoo. I start Saturday. Alot of my friends work there and are going to start working there. that way i dont feel like an idiot by myself. haha, next update will be better i promise.
Stitch
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